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120mg of Transformation: The Psychedelic You’ve Likely Never Heard Of
One of the most potent psychedelics that you’ve never heard of and how it dramatically transformed me
The year is 2017. It’s a warm Saturday evening and it’s just about 5pm, which means it’s time to get my scale and measure my dose. This is going to be the second time this week. I’ve been doing this twice a week for several months, now.
They say 30mg is the equivelant of 3.5 grams of Cubensis (“magic mushrooms”), but I’ve discovered a secret. I’ve been taking higher dosages and it’s not more intense. No, it’s something else entirely. It becomes a living, breathing experience. This is in effect, pharmaceutical Ayahuasca at these dosages. It turns out, I’ve been venturing into rarely explored territory.
The experience lasts around 4–5 hours with about a 1 hour peak, so if I time it right, I can be back to normal in time for a late snack before bed.
Again, this was a couple of years ago…
I measure out the dose and immediately place it on my tongue. It tastes terrible, like crushed pills. It was…